the sea and a room

it was 14:oo pm... but now, i am laying on my bed, typing something for my blog..

me actually at somewhere secret, it has been 1 week 1 stayed here and doing nothing much interesting as well..

people often said, go far away to forget all the problem like going to a vacation.. but this doesn't effect me very well because all the messed in my head won't go and keep playing in my mind looking for any solution.. and a week here such a waste to forget.. how stupid it was.. hehe..

i love the sea..i want to swim far away in the sea..deep down there and die.. hahaha... ok bye!

My bff engagement..

Happy moment should be shared to others.. am i right? but i will not talking about mine happiness.. now i will share about my bff happiness..
shiida formerly just engaged with his fiancee azrul on 7th Jan 2012.. lets dont talk much here, just look at those pictures and u can see her happiness in her eyes.. :)

Congratulation to them Shida and Azrul.. Wishing your relationship will be lasting until get married soon... :)

2012 black n white theme

ahaks! after a year, i just finished updated my skin profile.. for year 2012.. i used black and white theme as my main theme.. wondering why am i used this two colours guys? got a sweet story behind this...,

last time, when i when to Batu Pahat with my hubby, we went to square one, a place that we often go while i still lived in parit raja, kinda missed that placed.. and then, we stopped at a shop that selling various type of clothing... my hubby asked me to buy any of them because the price was really cheap, 1 cloth for rm15.. (kinda cheap compared to other cloth that other price might up to hundred and more..) ... and then, from the six that he choosed for me, i love the black and white cardigan.. i dont know why i like it so much...ehee..and almost every attire that i wore, i want to match with that cardigan.. hehee..

so, that is why i got the idea to used these theme.. no biggie laaa.. ahahaa.. love my love.. i miss him.. :)

does it make any sense?

hye everybody ! (even though not much friends in my blog) but if u do read this i'm quite curious to know your opinion... a muslim girl, who are still not married, but she loved.. to tell the whole world about her vacation with her's boyfriend.. every single detailed on her moment along the vacation, including several pictures she had shown to her friends without feeling ashamed..

this is so not me! urgh! thanks god! she's not in my friend list..n why ? accidentally her blog had showed up while i'm searching something for the last 5minutes? what a bad.. heh..

unstable conflicts

while she is happy for her new job + her engagement day... me here with more unstable facing to wait for any decision that may come to me.. oh the time! now i know how precious the time.. since i learn about 'computers'.. i wished i could fast forward or shorten the period of time...but now all i have to do is wait for the right time to expand or i might be a lucky person if it considered as not happened to them.. oh luck! i think this situation as a punishment for being 'take it easy for matters' and stubborn too..and there will be no luck to me..

after all my efforts for 5 months.. i pray to Allah to give me strength and i'm going to fully 'tawakkal' that a good thing will come and 'redha' to everything if it is not as i wished for...aminn.. :)

Roxy oh roxy bag!

Yesterday i went to Tebrau City.. after finished my work at 5.30 , run fast going back home changed my baju kurung to tshirt+skirt... with an excited feeling, i drive to jusco tebrau heading towards to roxy store... my main purpose was to grab a set of red handbag and purse.. but so sad, the promoter said, the bag already out of stock,..huhu, ya.. i wont see them anymore.. the one n the only roxy store available in JB now got no more the only bag design that i like.. why they don't open another outlet, so that i wont feel regret rather than going to nearest outlet which is at Melaka,?? so far enough! Pity me..

mypet!

the only pet i ever like it!