Pengkid

Malaysian call a girl who always trying hard to be a Boy as PENGKID/LESBIAN...
now i think i have another point for a lesbian aka pengkid..
i have a contact where she is actually being in a relationship with TWO
pengkid/lesbian.. But.. also hve a boyfriend at the same time.. but wHy?
n now i'm going to talk about hers pengkids..
both of hers partner pengkid always fighting.. arguing.. and lately.. they uploaded
their personal pict with the same girl, to show,. trying to show off for one another.. and YES!
i am Annoyed with it!
I know, u both are still younger.. n recently doing nothing to improving ur self instead of working
full time servant.. come on guys.. u r Islam.. Islam fight hard against same kind of relationship
la... i think u both better get a TELEKUNG and ask for ALLAH forgivness.. and i hope u both can change..
try to put shimmery lipstick on ur lips.. it would be better for a younger but not too beautiful like u..
as i knew from my contacts story for her both partner.. the are from a troublesome family..
where they r not happy with their family background...and then.going out, copying like another person
that we had known them as pengkid then.. How pity they are. becoz! it wont solved ur problem at all!!
pls stupid! stop doing something ridiculous.. u r still young or u wont regret it later..

Welcome year 2011

Let's us say hello to 2011... quiet long enough not to kept any wish to be done between the past few years... all we knew for a wish would be all the good things to be happen on it...and still like we never know what does exactly the most needs in our life... but still must have a mission to be completed everyday... for my family, beloved, friends... i will try my best !! goodluck to everybody! love u all! hug and kisses.... ;)

a wish

I didn't wish for a better person....

buying a smile!

He paid rm1 for my parking fees just now... hehehe... it wasn't as much as other complex that i supposed to pay rm1 per hour since i stay in there for 10hour per day doing my part time job as sales assistant...
I already said "never mind, i can pay it" ... so stubborn to pay it using a parking machine nearest shooping lift....n PAID....n then...
i just smile to him.. with a creepy smile... hehehe.... n he said to me..."now u really look so sweet with my rm1"... n he make me blur for awhile...
huwarrghh!!! hahahaha!!!! "bodoh punye apek!" he just bought my smile with rm1 only? em not dat cheap la apek!! hahaha... actually that apek was a very kind person..... tengkiu apek mabok! hehehe... u made my day happier ...

I'm Annoyed!

Are there any other ways to response to my feeling and express myself ? I do hate writing...n i do admit that i feel calm after i put my feeling into words!!... and i have to be careful when i wanted to put contents into my words.... and it feels suck!
Too many self conflict that i still couldn't solved because i still didn't feel like I'm in the right track to think about how to solved all that conflicts.. everyday is a beginning for us to start and make our day to be perfect... n suddenly a bad thing occurred in the middle and it destroyed everything.... i just feel suck.. i still think about how to be a kind, full of generosity, understanding, while facing to the people around me especially for those who are closed to me... but why? they still didn't know how i exactly feel right now? don't be kind to me when u are not .. while i already put all my hoped away from them... who are exactly themselves to me? please... just don't make me cry even though i put my smile when i am crying... urgh! it really sound stupid for pretending to be like nothing is happening... but it become worst when this problem is blending to another problem to think... and please! stop comparing me with others!
people around always want to be happy permanently and not temporarily....so do i....

an awful exam...

Since i realized about my currently status for being a student... and this is the most terrible and the most awful time which is i have! to facing the exam soon.. not too soon.. the soon is just about 1 and a half week only ! OMG... why am i really nervous for every time i think about that?! yes ! correctly...
laziness.. hehe... i am kind of a heavy sense by doing any good thing for study... commonly.. i often bring any "small notes" together while entering test or quizzes session... but NOT for exam.. n assignment? i do hate it all..
well.. it just for only 2 subject available for my exam... n it feels like 20 paper to be written with the fact and correct answer referred on the notes and the books...
huhuhu... deep in my heart.. i hope! i could really answer them correctly.... aminnn...
i really hope so... for the subject on...

29nov09=virtual reality... (3D..direction cosines.. euler n fixed angle..n the tranformation (wut the heck is that? hikhik...",)
2dec10=java....(programming? huaaargh!)

struggle to get high mark.... because this is the only chance for me to fill up my current cgpa which is if u could subtract my cgpa with 0.1...it will drop down into 2.blablabla value... and since i loves number 3 a lot... so just let it be with 3.blablabla cgpa....hehehe

generally ... i hate uthm... i hate being a student there... no life.. no mission guidance since i being a degree student for these 3 years... sorry everybody... for those who hate me... i wanted u to know that i hate u too... hehehehe....pls love me oke? n hate me would not make u even prettier than u already are !! ^^

tqvm...

do you ever wonder that your siblings.....^^

I still keep wondering why does my sibling often did something weird..
what had i seen here was about their interest on something unique, and generating, combining
unique stuff and so on.,
they likes writing.. they likes drawing.. colouring.. n they likes
reading too.. and generating funny ideas..
i think, kids nowadays are thinking more different than we are..
most of their acts already impressed me a lot..instead of trying their best to get an
A in their exam..they didn't caused any trouble by doing anything they loves everyday...
and u know what? i did ask them to give me a suggestion and comment on my design work since
i am a multimedia student.. and it works!
yes ! kids nowadays have much more thing to do that we could dig it out!

just hope i could being a kid back in this century.. haha.. of course ! it can't be... ^^
i love them all ^^