jumping into a pool..drowning and no one could save me till my last breath..
i just did a quiz..a fun forecast about
"Things you want to say to him... but you're too shy"
output"i want to talk to u badly"...
yes!it was JUST a statement.. "talk to u badly" are directly goes through....
towards the one who actually often had the most misunderstanding issue while having a"very nicely" conversation. hang off his phone call.. n i? sitting there for a minute, wondering what he is actually thinking right now...
what i think is i really need a space to express my feeling.. my talk will not gonna turn into screaming..
but why he keep on thinking bad about my conversation..
i need to talk.. to someone.. ;(
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why am i always being in between for making any hard decision..
mood : sad ;(
its been about 5days, she was confined in pakar puteri hospital after getting infection with her left side ear..had no idea about her condition. she still could laughing, talking as usual without expressing her sadness or how hard she feels, worried for her operation for the next day.. still cant imagine her condition after she was out from there this evening. uploaded her pict while at ICU.. n suddenly, feeling sad.. sob ;( sob;( looking at her condition. i supposed to be there, with her. even though "they said" it just a little tiny operation on her left ear.. but still i can feel her pain.. her alone pain.. naaa.. i dont noe why.. might be i'm her sista.. i just feel said for not being there for her... calling my bf, he adviced me to call her.. calling her would make me feel better, let her knew how much i love her, how much i do care bout her.. n i call her.. instead of feeling sad, i'm feeling much more sad after i called her..
keep blaming my self rite now.. ;(
vs
after that dinner ceremony.. my faculty had been drowning for some issue... "no point issue" for undressing well during that nyte...few of my friend had been compound for wearing glamorous dress.. chopping them for "pakai baju xckup kain dan seperti pempuan murahan " ... feel pity for my friends and our hope was to finished our study as far as we could..
"Sabar ye Kawan2! hidup mesti diteruskan"...!
&
busy week.. last minute preparation for our last week before exam week session.. pack of a lot
of thing to be done before this friday.. why must be this week? because... lack of our lecturer's time skill managing... student then become their victim..and we, as a student always keep blaming others for not doing rite thing because we were still a student laa.... isnt it?
still learning laa..like a child, where a parent who are shaping us to be a good person...huhuhu... n me ? i just finished out my PSM presentation, redo VR Quiz 2, Lab test, there are 2 more task to be done, sending another repaired report and attend a program with
PA... n i think to go back home as soon as i can to visit my sista... which one should i prefer? huuuhhh... hard to decide... again...
keep blaming my self rite now.. ;(
vs
after that dinner ceremony.. my faculty had been drowning for some issue... "no point issue" for undressing well during that nyte...few of my friend had been compound for wearing glamorous dress.. chopping them for "pakai baju xckup kain dan seperti pempuan murahan " ... feel pity for my friends and our hope was to finished our study as far as we could..
"Sabar ye Kawan2! hidup mesti diteruskan"...!
&
busy week.. last minute preparation for our last week before exam week session.. pack of a lot
of thing to be done before this friday.. why must be this week? because... lack of our lecturer's time skill managing... student then become their victim..and we, as a student always keep blaming others for not doing rite thing because we were still a student laa.... isnt it?
still learning laa..like a child, where a parent who are shaping us to be a good person...huhuhu... n me ? i just finished out my PSM presentation, redo VR Quiz 2, Lab test, there are 2 more task to be done, sending another repaired report and attend a program with
PA... n i think to go back home as soon as i can to visit my sista... which one should i prefer? huuuhhh... hard to decide... again...
BYE !
p/s`: i love u syg...terima kasih sbb slalu ada dgn baby... Mwahmwah !
